*just at home getting ready to go out*
todae went back to skool and it was shitty boring! well, had this computer course and were in the computer lab 2 the whole dae! damn.. and they were only 16 ppl. 4 malaY. me ashreen zhafir and asari. haha. then had 1 hour of recess so play the net and then brought my digi cam so took pics and stuff. was so excited about the afternoon cause will spent advance celebration with him but then, donno what make him change his plan. like he sae we will break fast at swensens and now he sae let just meet after break fast as he lazy to go out early! arrgghhh..damn! he donno the purpose of going out todae. he thought it was the matter of just going to survey at arab street! he hurt me alot.supposed to meet early so can shop for his stuff then eat then walk arund and he is ruining todae plan. supposed to meet at 5 and now im still online. just waiting for the phone to rang.wads the purpose now? why must he ruin my mood?its not fair! 
sorry nasuha! i know you want me to be happy todae and tomorrow but he ruin my mood. never expect this to happen. hes at home now loading songs and stuff and he quite pissed on the phone! arrghhh..this is just great!!! i donno whats happening nexT! i just hope will have dinner with him!! all the countdown on jonny's arrival is a waste! he is not coming here b4 my bdae! he is coming next week with his rents. i cant be bother to know more about the flights. cant bother to ask the exact dae and to text him! some ppl are more excited about his arrival then i am! like whateVEr. ppl asking me everydae asking where is jonny, gosh!! i fucking donno!! so stop asking! it hurts me when ppl asking! i donno y but it just does! wad a great celebration!! im not in the mood ppl. so sorry.will update hows the dinner was like tomorrow! i just hope it turn out perfectly like what i wanted!