just wrote something new in my ''thoughts book''and im sharing it down here Labels: uneasy night
it's so hard for me to be apart from you,
even when it's for a short while.
i'll see something i wish i could share with you,
experience something new,
and wish you could be a part of it.
but i hope you know that even when we're not together,
i'm always thinking of you.
during the day,
you're with me in thoughts,
so that whenever i see something i think you'd enjoy,
in a special way you're sharing with me.
and at night, i fall asleep,
dreaming of how wonderful it will feel to be back in your arms
where i wish i belong to.........
last night, i couldnt sleep. thinking about that one special things with all memories of him in it. when we are together. from the very first day i got that special thing along with him. songs he sang to me everytime i want to sleep. videos when we were together. pictures we took and message thats left behind during the special days. its all in it. i wish for that only one thing to be back to me safely and stored.
im grateful to have irah and alvin along with me last night. no matter how down i was, they cheer me up and they sure make me smile.
at that very moment, i wish he was arund to talk to me and cheer me up. but now, everything has change. you prove to me what kind of bestie i am to you. why must i be there for you 24/7 but ur never there when i text or call u?when u text, u want me to reply within the next 5 minutes or u get mad and think negative but i have to wait for urs? u text the next morning asking whats wrong with me?am i okay? And i dun see the point of replying. i needed u the whole day last night but u werent arund. i guess promises are meant to break huh?