i'm sick of being used. i'm sick of being fooled by you. i been trying so hard not to fight nor get angry, but after what have happen, i feel so use that i dun even know how to escape from you. i feel trapped. i dare not say much more about this. have some thoughts of what you did. [[p.s*its not 12]]woke up at arund 8+. maid woke me up cause mom asked her to! argh!i just wanna sleep more!!!can? got ready and its been long since i wear skirt!HAHA. got dressed and mom asked me to wait at home while she do a lil bit of her work stuff, i started feeling sleepy again! sat and watch tv while waiting for the phone to rang. then met her at singapore post then to posb and once done, we shop! I LOVE SHOPPing WITH MOM!<333we bought some stuff and get new jeans and tops and bought shoes for my bro and last, we went to metro to get her favourite collection, design plates for our family! since theres gonna be more family gathering, we need new plates and mom have the habit of getting the same one and this time, we plan to get a different design for us, ishak's family. red? i guess and mom start talking about getting this and that for us,her daughters when we are married. we alll have our own favourite clour. fez=red,black.shela=green,pink.kin=blue! and we started cracking and laughing and not forgetting, we even get tix for DISNEy/Pixar'sFINDING NEMO! yup! DISney On Ice! theres gonna be me, mom and 4 lil kids[[my two bro(hafiz n faris) and ayul n ayil]] watching it tomorrow at 3.30pm 15/03/07! gonna hang out with my cruise mates after that. movie!finally!HAHAHADun give your heart to the heartbroken, cause you will just get heartache!