buddy was around last night; thank you! we talked about life and our dirty little secrets,hehe! shukri. says: HEY ELA!!!!! shukri. says: stop it please? shukri. says: you're paranoing urself shukri. says: this can lead u to u injuring urself shukri. says: and its not u who are at total fault shukri. says: the other party plays a part too Labels: blogging
my night end with a smile? i guess. .
this is where i blog at now, i can watch tv while blogging, hmmm, anywhere!haha! bro just love playing game with it. take turn dude!
spent my long afternoon with my favourite bitch, syazana! we went to pasir ris, it seems to be our 2nd spot cause theres swensens and ben and jerry's there!haha. we travel by mrt, mind you! yup! we take public transport back and flow! ash= i love train!
went there with syazana and feeqah then yanny drop by and fad was there. we eat and i got new scarf and new ring, im loving it! pamper pamper pamper, ah! stop it shela!
i've been putting a fake smile on my face, its all fake! my laughter to my smile. im not being me!
it was a great impact to me; im not who you guys think i am! i cant revealed it here, its just wrong! it will mess everything up. people will start fighting if they know the truth! my lips are sealed, for you!
then left me and syazana and we start walking arund tampines mall, getting magazine, and FOOD!! i will just eat all the junk food! i stuff food in my stomach though im full, i eat whatever that comes to my mind! i start eating epok2, sambosa,dounut, calamari, rodeo wing, ice cream, royal cake, corn kueh, pandan, sweets, drank as much strawberry,chocolate,grape and im still not full!
why am i punishing myself? why do i feel so wrong and bad? buddy will be so disappointed in me
stop pressing, its not worth it!
be gone sweet memory..