Labels: quiet nights
M-O-N-D-A-Y! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK ZILA!!! few messages wake me up, one from kak zila, one from monster. wake up and told bibik to take for me number at the doctor and i just went off to the doctor. get few medicines and told buddy that i went to the doctor already cause he asked to get well soon and eat medicine last night before going to bed. told my bitch[syazana] and my lovely cousin cica, and went to rent few cds with syazana and today, i set my phone silent cause all i wanna do is rest my eyes, sleep and watch tv and not going out. and eat regularly and have medicine apply on my eyes every 3hours. i miss mama, baba,adik and abang! i want the house to be NOISY!!! hahaha!why? why? why? why are you checking on me still ? i been missing you every single day but i told no one cause it will just lead to disappointment. i wanna hear your voice, i miss your laughter, i miss you being around me, i miss your hugs! i miss having you around to care about me, i miss you! i keep reading your messages, i keep seeing your pictures, that sweet smile that put a smile on my face. i miss getting butterfly in my stomach every time your with me. but pity, everything change. why must you ruined those moments? do you really wanna end this friendship? i really wished we could start everything all over again. i wish you could give us time to talk in private. for once, give me the chance to talk things out with you. i need it to be clear from my head to you. i been giving in to you, its time to face reality. dun run from it, not worth it! i know you miss me, dun deny cause your bad at it. sometimes i wanna call you, but i know you wont be there. t-w-e-l-v-e! you told me the truth that i hurt you by my words yesterday, but have you ever thought about my feelings? not only was i hurt, i was stabbed by you. im gonna give you another chance. i dun want us to fight no more, im sick of it. i want you to be who you are to me. somewhere inside, i know you still care, it just that you been putting a big act that make me believe but the texts you send, make me realized, you still need your 'beh' around. im still around, im just hiding from you till you wake up.
MONDAY- stay home all day
TUESDAY- hang out with ash or syazana? that depend how my eyes condition is like
WEDNESDAY- work!
THURSDAY- date with dannish at town
and i just realised i might not make it cause its my sister bdae. :S
FRIDAY- work!
SATURDAY- stay home with family
SUNDAY-work! followed by hangin out with Lenny.
S-U-N-D-A-Y!HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR LITTLE PRINCESS, PUTRI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY MAFIA, AZARI!
woke up at 445 and get ready for work. i couldnt sleep cause of my eyes, it hurts like HELL! oh gosh, i wish i was well. took my own sweet time getting ready and ash came over at 6am. feel like leaving in the house alone cause there is no noise. not because its early in the morning but mama,baba,abang and adik not around. mom is not around to boss me around, baba not around to disturb me,abang not around to disturb me and adik not around for me to pamper. go work using specs and not only am i sleepy but my eye sight was blur and there is more guys then usual. there were like 30+ of them. asri, my primary school mate were there, hehe and some other guys who look so familiar.
work was so KECOH then ever! the most tiring day, to be there by 7 and it was raining heavily and the supervisor being kancong, i cant imagine more of this kind of days. just running around to every counter to help out.
during disembarkation, went inside to do damage for this passenger and gosh! i wished it was not them cause during their check in on friday,there were already pissing me off and now i have to face them to do report. argh! cant stand them. the bloody wife, i wished i could shut her up! ask stupid question over and over again that make me and yan talk louder like as if we are screaming! almost had a big fight with them. like, you are so rich to go on the cruise, why cant you just afford to buy another bag when your bag is half way damaged. they just ruined my mood ah!
then when i went out from the back, the queue getting longer, lucky buddy were around to help. cheer each other up and we realised that for the first time, we dun even have our breakfast together. i feel like as if i was fasting. like oh wow, no food, no drink!Grrrr~ i had fun though, :) went back with ashreen and head to tampines mall and had breakfast/lunch at 4 at KFC and bumped to wee yeng. hang out with him and we planned to gather all one day,the whole 4ts and head down to downtown for wild wild wet! woohooo~~~
to my 4ts! IF YOU GUYS WORKING, TAKE OFF DAH LARH!!!! only asking one of your days to be together back! MISS YOU GUYS! 26,june,2007!! OKAY?
went home and thought of resting but my bitch called and say she wanna head to pasir ris to meet feeqah and yanny so got ready and try to cover my eyes, so i wore specs and cap and head out. was loving green too much!Hehe! then met cica at downtown east and i hate getting ben n jerry's at downtown! i hate getting mix and match there cause the bloody gal so stingy, it more worth it getting the cup then mix and match cause she scoop so little and its only scoop and cost 8.60! like BITCH! why use a big cup with wafer when the way you scoop is like half of double scoop cup, she was really pissing me off ah!! i feel like throwing it back at her and shout at her ah! she was too weak to even scoop it ah!
since i was at downtown, decided to drop by annie's chalet. glad to meet abas or basbas there. miss him ah, miss his lame joke. the gals followed me there. shahrul was there too and other guys. mostly guys there, lucky i know a few if not it will be so awkward. but it sucks to have a eye which look like as if someone punch you so hard! argh! sat by the beach with 5 guys and talk cause something happen. went back in to chalet and cousin cica was hungry so we had supper at mac and my eyes hurt super super bad that when i went home, i went straight to bed. i had a long day out from 7am to 2+am the next day!
**so weird not to have your father around during father's day. this year there aint any celebration due to they are out on holiday.