Labels: when boredom strikes
IM GONNA SWITCH MY PHONE TO SILENT MODE ALL DAY! I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT; ALL I NOE I MISS HIM. IM FEELING SO SICK, THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO; IS CRY OF PAIN! MY MOUTH HURT AND LOSING ALL MY APPETITE! I CANT TALK NOR OPEN MY MOUTH! MY BODY TEMPERATURE IS LIKE BURNING. MOM! I WANT TO BE HOSPITALISED CAN?
There are things that I wished I did not hear it from you.
I have to pretend that I am fine though I feel hurt with your words.
I have only one fear;
I just do not want the same thing to happen again to me.
These past few days, life have been like a silent week.
I do not wish to bother people; I just long for his voice.
But boy is it hard to say to myself that everything is doing alright.
Relationship may sometimes be confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something more than that. We watch the days pass not knowing what will come next.
Even though we are not together
I care about you more than ever
When we talk
I feel so close to you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
I have almost forgotten what you did to me
I was hurting in every part of me
I was sad knowing this is how it came to be
But now
I am happy that you are there for me
I gave you my tears
I gave you my heart
You made me happy
Right from the start
When I write this now
I start to think
How happy you make me
For you and only you I must thank
I still love you;
But I just want to know
Do you feel the same?
How sucky can the day be? Trying to enjoy the moments that I can eat; my mouth hurt so bad. I can hardly speak properly; I can’t open my mouth because the ulcer feels like its tearing bigger and it hurt. I had an uneasy night due to it. Feel like someone just punches my left face, I can hardly toss around the bed. Had difficulties trying to sleep. Thought that I could turn in at midnight, I fall asleep only at 2 and still had to wake up in the middle of the night.
Phone was like dead, lucky buddy was around to accompany me. I have no idea who to talk to, people that I wished was around, they just go m.i.a.
Somehow, im not looking forward for anything.