NEWS UPDATE!
MY DREAM CAME TRUE!
TO MEET SIMPLE PLAN FACE TO FACE.
IT WAS A DAY; THAT TURN OUT TOO PREFECT THAT I WISHED IT DID NOT END;
BUT AFTERALL, IT WAS A PERFECT ENDING.
FROM THE SHOWCASE, being in the front row, right in front of sebastien, trust me i could just faint there. i cant believe my eyes and i can just smile and smile.
but cica, someone was still in my mind. 
then followed behind their bus, it was fun, your heart just starts beating so fast.
to mediacorp and then EAST COAST. of all places, omg. but just us girls, ten of us, not all fan though, who cares.
all i care about is sebastien was so near for me to snap lots of pic, to talk to him and smile at.
this gonna be the closest and the coolest band i ever met!
BEST DAY EVER. and i agree with ashreen when she say nothing can top this!
NOTHING!!!! 
to know that this pic is the default picture for david's facebook, im so HAPPY! like, omg. of all, me and him! :D sorry nad and fatin :s
and to have sebastien sign my lovely adidas watch, im happy cause when i see the time,
i see seb! haha.
i can just write one whole composition but i wish not to cause im kinda tired.
busy with work and preparing for school and all.
somehow! every saturday, i will just look forward to see this 2 lovely adorable nephew and neice
of mine, they too cute to handle. 
now that marsha can walked, she cant stop running arund the house.
and when you feed her, she will just laugh and smile so wide.
and when she cry, sometime you wished you could understand her. hehe
and for faraiz, now that he remember everyones name, he cant stop calling me kak ella instead of ela.
and when you call his full name, muhammad daing faraiz,
he will respond with a loud voice saying ' yes teacher'.
he love to play boxing now and he can sing and he aint afraid of people animore.
im so proud of him, i miss him so bad!
talking about miss, i miss this people dearly that i wished i could just spent more time
with them.
there is so many questions running arund my head,
about him,him,him and him. its the same person, or maybe two.
**i crave for your presence, i yearn to hear you.
**i wished to call you,but i know you wont be there.
**sometimes i feel like we are stranger, cause right now, we know nothing much about each other. we hardly contact cause of our busy life.
we would be telling each other we miss and love each other dearly,
but whats the point love?
i wished life was easier.. seriously.
its too complicated for me.