WEDNESDAY!i been watching The Convenant like 4 days straight and never sick of it, haha! So today i just went to work and i love work,DUH! Things were okay, had fast food for dinnner plus donuts!! So when i was on my way home, ash was saying Jonny were online and then offline and when i came in, he was in and he automatically on his webcam. Omg, i miss seeing him, really!
We catch up a lot, and really, it was just the happy moment to see him smiling and laughing while chatting. I webcam with few people today, there was jonny, ashreen,fatin, fir and ya. Did few camwhoring with ash yesterday, something like sleepover online, haha! 
Anyway, something bothering me right now. Thoughts...**I could sense the jealousy, and i know your jealous,im sorry. But things turn out this way, never i plan it to be this way. I did not want you to find out things this way, but you saw, you dig everything out in few minutes. You misunderstood things.I want to tell you the truth but at the same time, i told myself not && i dun wanna admit anything yet cause i wanna see your expression when u think that way. You then sat quietly one corner, i know something wasnt right. I know you miss me, and you know i miss you. Im here for you, and you wanna be there for me, but you cant, not now. Its wrong. At night you text telling me that your jealous and how can i not share things with you. You asked who are u to me,? How can other people know about me but not you, i dun want you to feel that way. In fact, i do not even want to hide things from you. I want you to be the first to know about my life apart from Fatin and Ashreen, but how? You have no idea how bad i feel now. We need those moments together again, just to do catching up and update each other. Im here, beep me. ** Im glad u realised that we hardly take pics together, but you know memories stay forever rather than those pics which can be destroyed. I heart you still. **Let's hit the club together. (:TUESDAY!Just when i had a great day yesterday, things turn out sucky. Well, apart from the part where i enjoyed having cica around,the rest was sucky && things between me and him are doing okay. Thats all i want, him back to me, and he is. So i stayed awake, wanting to go school, and the next thing you know when you reached the school building, you realised that you have no class today. FUCKING SHIT!So i was calling people and lucky cica was at home, things happened so we meet up and did catching things up. Before i went there, lets talk about morning. So he text, haha. Finally. He looked for me, we then talked things out, and im glad he miss me. Haha. Cause i miss him too. **Please get well love, you gotta school and work tomorrow. HUGS!So we went to Sengkang, as in me and cica and had dinner at Idris shop and all. It was rainy day and i love it now!HAHA.