Im having a rough week. Everything seems wrong. The pain is unbearable. First it was presonal miracle and next was Tinkerbell. Tinkerbell is my phone, i miss it so much. I want to get it fixed, i dun care how and whats the cost. As long as everything will still be inside, stored and save.Its so memorable, lots of memorable things inside that cant be replace with money.I waited for 2 weeks to get it fixed but it cant be. Im gonna go to other shop or whatever it is.To You :look what you did to me.you left me wondering. you left me with negative thoughts about you.i miss you dearly.i yearn to hear you so bad.no one knows what im going thru,its so hurtful.i cant do this anymore.everyone wants shela back, so do i.i want me to be happy and cheerful as always.i have been putting up a fake smile.i have been putting up a fake laughter.the night is so unbearable.the night has not inflicted another wound, but it has create another hole every night. someone told me to pick up the phone and dial his no,but no.as much as i want to, i cant.to my sexy guyfriend and gorgeous girlfriend,i cant handle this on my own.i hate spending time alone. with u guys around, i feel safe and better.how i wished i could spent my life everyday with you guys.do what we do best, ENJOY!go to various places like we just plan.like zoo, night safari, ice skating, picnic, chalet, i wanna do all that but work and school keeping me occupied.i wanna enjoy and take a day off.Fatin, lets go for more vacation.Lets shop somewhere. Let laugh, cry and talk together. Till then, PM, i have suffered enough.
